"I’m restored, and i’ve been rewarded. Im redeemed from guilt and shame. Never rejected, just reconnected. And now i’m exalted, because I know his name."
Baby face + grown man body = Perfection
Yesterday..I cried. Because I feel like i’ve been strong for so long..yet there’s still no change in sight. I know he’s an on time God, but no matter how saved you are..we’re still human and sometimes you just have to wonder “God, why so much pain!?” or “Lord, how much longer!? When will you bring me out of this!?” That’s where I am. I know there’s a rainbow at the end of every storm..but when will my storm end? Not only is the rainbow not in sight..but I dont even see a little sunlight..nothing but dark clouds…no birds chirping..only rolling thunder. Thats what my NATURAL eyes can see..but my SPIRITUAL eyes see something different, something better. Although I cant see how i’m coming out of this situation or even when i’m coming out of it…all I DO know is that IM COMING OUT! Things may look like they’re only getting worse, but thats ok! The DARKEST hour is always just before day. So i’ll continue to praise him as things stack on top of me because I recognize that its ONLY a test. Its okay for me to cry..”Weeping may endure for a night BUT joy comes in the morning. (Psalm 30:5)” It hurts but i’m still trusting HIM, and i’m still holding on. That’s what you call Faith
It was the blood that made the difference at calvary and for Your goodness and Your mercy toward us, we offer praise.
Thank You Lord! Hallelujah!
I know that with pain comes POWER. But Lord, how much more pain?! how much longer do I have to be ‘here?’ …I feel like i’m about to lose my mind..
2 weeks post BC! feeling great :)
Now I know that what they say is true..”If you love something let it go. If it comes back it was meant to be. If it doesn’t, it was never yours to begin with.” Letting go is the hard part…but when they come back, its all worth it.